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5.18.2012

Alaala Mo...Mula sa Pier 4


Alam mo, nabusog ako nong sinabi kong
Baliw lang naiisip ang mukha ng kanilang gusto
Dahil kinain ko ang ang aking bawat salita.
At alam mo bang para kang turnilyong
Dahang-dahang bumabaon sa puso ko
Habag paikot ka sa aking isip.
At ang kinang nang iyong mata
Ay higit pa sa ningning ng sandaang bituin
At sa bawat mong pagtitig
Ay ako'y unti-unting nalulusaw.
Ngunit anong magagawa ko?
Hindi ko kayang ipagsigawan
Ang aking nararamdaman
Kaya kinukuntento ko ang aking sarili
Sa ating munting kwentuhan,
Minsan-minsang batiin
At marahil, panandaliang pagkakaibigan.
Maalala mo ba ako
Ngayon na tayo'y magkalayo?
Pagkat ako, habang sinusulat ko ang tulang ito
Mukha mo ang nakapinta sa isipan ko.


Isinulat ko ang tulang ito sa waiting area ng Pier 4 ng Cebu Port habang nasa isip ko ang isang taong hinding-hindi ko papangalanan. Shet ka naman oh. Kung kailan dapat maging normal ang buhay ko, saka naman maitatattoo ang mukha mo sa isip ko. Kainis ka!

5.10.2012

I Love You

I just dropped by
To say I love you.
But it doesn't mean
I want you
Because today,
it's gonna be goodbye.
I'm sick and tired
Of my heart hurting
And this time,
It's you whom I'll be leaving
'coz I know
it'll never be fine.
Don't dare stop me
Or act like you want me back,
'coz honey, it's not gonna work.
I love you
And it's gonna be hard
but I'm not born a loser
So I love you, goodbye.

5.02.2012

Die


Die!
I cry to the world,
"Die!"
I don't need your indolence...
Your stupidity...
Your entire person.
People like you
Don't deserve to live
Nor savor
The comforts of life.
So I scream within my soul
"Die!"
May you run out of blood...
Of oxygen...
Of life.
I'm sick and tired
Of seeing your ugliness
And hearing your stupidity.
You are the greatest burden
And all you deserve
is DIE!
Because the world
Is too small
For the two of us
And since I worked my butt out
Of everything
I deserve these all
And I don't get
Why at times
The world unites with you.
These world is too small
For me
And you
And so die!
I never needed you.